I Miss You So...

I miss you so, how much I think you know
but it is not your choice to let me hear your voice
and not your path to even write a draft

I would seek the twin but a fish would rather swim
than search for a mate who succinctly dissipates
clearly what I thought we had were the  wishes of the mad

I know you are happy to be free, travel your world as a sailor travels the sea
but I thought I had a place, then you leave without a trace as if to say rewind erase
if that message is true than I’m right not to pursue you

So though you may not want to lose me you are sure to set me free
because what will make me stay is a promise that would not stray
however you have failed to deliver and my lips began to quiver

Now I’m weaker than I can stand and for that I must plan
an escape route that simply concludes your words not to be true  
and allows me to bow out and bid adieu

-CeCi