What does it matter...?

The noise and the chatter
It seems that life would rather
Just not matter

Whether you're thin or fatter
The pitcher or the batter
Either way, it does not matter

The present a wrapper
Creating the clatter
Of dreams, that do not matter

New life only sadder
The pitter patter
Hopes a splatter
Rationale made of matter
That does not matter

An illusion made by the mapper
A life in the crapper
The prim and the dapper
Simply do not matter

All frames can shatter
On a life that does not matter.

- CeCi.

Snake Charmer

Snake Charmer, Snake Charmer
The way to win you is with no armor
Though he has locked me in the tower
My heart is gold my looks are dower
No need to gloat or become the growler
To act as thieves, a lowly prowler
Snake Charmer, Snake Charmer
The way to win you is with no armor
His charm has now become sour
For I'm the beauty, I'm the flower
And with this knowledge is the power
My minutes now have become hours
It is me who is the tower
It is me who holds the power
Snake Charmer, Snake Charmer 
The way to win you is with no armor

-CeCi

I don't want to be right...

I don't want to be the martyr and the dunce

I'm so tired of being right, can't I be wrong just this once
I want to be the one with the hard choice between wrong and more wrong
And in the meantime be free all along, and then gets to sing the swan song
But no, I'm right, which means I'm the one who is apologized to
For all the wrong doing that they do
I'm the one who invests my entire treasure chest
To someone who admits they can't or won't give their best
This is not an admirable spot to be in
The bright eyed loser who believed in
A source that couldn't help but be wrong
And who willingly agrees, I was right all along

-CeCi

Ouch...

I knew that what we had just didn't sit
I knew it would hurt and I waited for it
But he was what I needed for the time being
He made sense as to whom I should be seeing
But now he doesn't make sense anymore
It just doesn't make sense to not offer more
So goodbye, but I must admit
It was really him that ended it...
Ouch.

-CeCi

Disappointment...

There is so much  emotion that is felt with disappointment
You trusted, showered with anointment
But then you realized stupidly
That they would have the audacity
To blind you
Undermine you
And so your heart begins to bleed
Hoping they would at least want forgiveness for the deed
But instead they create their own cut
Conjugated from a newfound nut
And to protect from disappointments that are sure to ensue
You learn to trust only you
And only give credit when it's due


-CeCi